im boring

NOTHING GOOD HAPPENS TO ME.

so my night consisted of
+cashing an almost $400 paycheck
-i still dont get paid enough
-realizing i shouldnt be working so hard because i dont get paid enough
+buying a cute shirt
-the shirt being $40
+/- job offer at hollister
-tropical smoothiees for me and sarah
-being in dead stop traffic for an hour trying to drive through the island
-driving to pensacola to later find out by making a few phonecalls that thisdaywillburn cancelled
+eating at new yorker deli...goood tiramisu
-talking about relationships =\
-all the guys i like, like someone else [of course], or hate me, or have a girlfriend
+chillin to some ODB and wu-tang
+driving home alone singing to myself
+driving from the middle of navarre to downtown ft walton with no hands, i made two lane changes and did that crazy hurlburt field thing
-people trying to race me
-some faggot in a civic pulled out right in front of me when i was going 50, never ever pull out in front of a bigger and more powerful car than what you're driving...and pull out to the closest lane when making a left turn. i got like a foot close to him and held my horn down. god. total mood killer
-my left headlight is being dumb
-and of course, guys only using me for something physical
-i'm not awesome, or pretty, or fun. i suck.


i think im going to try to stop working so much, so i can get myself together again.
im so burned out. goddamn dissapointment